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Happy 17 Months Old, Bumble Bee!

Went to Sentosa with HL, SY and her precious Cookie.
Cookie is so cute, curious of the waves but is afraid of it. Haha.
So cute and funny.

Then, to Holland V for lunch and brought Cookie there for her grooming session. While waiting for Cookie, we went to B....(forgotten what's the name) for lunch, Coldrock for ice-cream and Coffee Bean to slack. Saw a damn adorable caucasian baby! Aww~ very cute, k!

After Cookie was done with the grooming, all of us headed home. Tired to the max! My eyes are literally closing while waiting for bus, if I were to lie down on the floor I can just doze off anytime. Hahaha.

The first thing I reached home was to hug my B.Bee, miss him so much! And I got sun burned, luckily it was a mild one.

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Which is today.

Went to City Square in JB after *he knock off from work.
Catch the 6pm train... Because we reached to train station at the very last minute, and thus we have to hurry up=run. I am not sure if the lady at the ticketing counter was as "gan jiong" as us, so much so that she issued us the ticket for meant for one person. Best part was, the man at the gate checked our ticket and even let us in without even noticing. So, it was obvious he was not paying attention, hahaha. And we only noticed it when we boarded the train.

Ok, I admit I was pretty worried; from what I remembered, there will be a station controller(?) who will walk through the aisle checking tickets. Fyi, I have not been taking train to Malaysia for eons years already. But apparently, time has changed. It was not how it was used to be~

And, call me "sua gu", this is the first time I went "overseas" by myself, not with parents/family.

We reached JB station at 7pm, and the last train leaving for Singapore is at 9pm.
Hence, we have to rush.
I was rather surprise at the mall, it was somewhat like the shopping malls in Singapore on the first few levels. With shops like Etude House, The Face Shop, Jean Yip, Popular, etc. On the upper levels, there are much more like Bugis Street.
So different from what I thought it would be.
Had our dinner there and shop around. Due to very limited time we have, we just browsed through the shops and in the end we only bought some blings, a pair of shorts for me and two packets of tapioca chips.

Will visit again next time.

I log in to Fb and randomly came across this person's profile. Not too long ago, I came across a young Malaysian girl who had a seven months old son. This poor boy was born with complex heart disease, and was always in and out of the hospital. If I'm not wrong, they wanted to send him to Singapore for treatment but doesn't have the money.

Thus, she was asking for donations from all the kind souls. Many kind souls did made donations and supported her.

But sadly and unfortunately, this little baby had pass away...

My heart sank.
My eyes are choking with tears.

I cannot believe what I saw.

Although I do not even know her and have no connections with her whatsoever, but I can understand how she felt because I am a Mother too. Looking at the baby's photos, with tubes all over him, and being push to the operating theatre; my heart ached. I really don't understand why such an adorable and innocent baby have to go through all these sufferings? I cannot stand it when I see babies/children suffering all these.

From photos of him smiling happily to photos of him looking so lifeless... I don't know, but I felt so sad and heartbroken.

The young mummy posted these on her wall and comments:-

“xiao bulu你喝Milk'milk了吗？自己会洗奶瓶吗？自己会冲奶吗？ 自己会换衣换Pampers吗？自己没有音乐会睡觉吗？”

“希望他快点找到天使照顾好他
哄他睡觉
他很坏蛋，有时还要现看小叮当，不然就一定要听很大声的音乐
我自己都受不了，
不知道他现在怎样了？以前还每次骂他半夜喝什么奶，我很累还要冲奶喂你
...，现在有得睡，却想要做这些事！
我真的是皮痒”

“我有吃
老大，我真的很想他
我很累很想睡，一闭上眼睛看到的是黑色嘴唇冷冷一动也不动的他
身上还粘着死亡证明
真的很辛苦… ”

How can one not be sad upon reading all these? Unless the person's heart is made of stone.

I'm not sure if I can post this, but my heart goes out to this young mummy. I hope she will stay strong. I am sure her little boy is surrounded by angels now, or maybe it's heaven's will, at least he doesn't have to go through all these sufferings anymore.

R.I.P