It seems like my precious was just a newborn yesterday, but in a blink of an eye, he turns 1 today! Omg!

Watching his process of growing up, and his progress makes me feel so happy, although sometimes I would wish that he doesn't grow up. lol. Always stay as a few months old baby.

I remembered vividly, I was so afraid of taking care of him by myself because I have no confident in doing so as a new mum, a first time mum. Now, I have been taking care of him for 1 year already. More or less, I have some experience now and I am proud of myself.

Have to admit, he is much more easier to look after now; but at this stage, he is also very, very naughty now. When he is younger, I'd wish he will grow quickly so that it would be easier for me to look after, but now I missed the times when he was younger. Because, I am the one in control, all he did was(apart from crying) drink milk then sleep, and will always finish up his milk. Won't move around when I am changing him, be it diapers or clothes.

Now, he is the one in charge. I am having a hard time changing him, and sometimes he will refuse to drink milk or doesn't want to finish up his milk. He is learning how to walk now, thus, always want to get down on the floor and walk and it was giving my lower back a hard time, as I have to bend over a little to hold his arms because he still don't know how to stand without support.

Anyway, there are always pros and cons to everything, all in all he is my son and I love him dearly. As long as he is healthy and well-behave, I am content.

Mummy loves you, son!

Ever since he was born, he brightens up my otherwise nondescript days.