This week is not a good week for me... And everybody in the house.

Ikssy is having diarrhoea, yes, it came back yesterday; this is the first thing to kick start with, internet was down. And today, Granny fell ill again! This afternoon, I brought iKssy down with me to Granny's(as usual) to have my lunch. Usually, I would called her and she would come and open the gate for me, but today, she answered me but never come to the door. I have waited outside the gate for quite some time and still, she did not appear.

I called out to her again and she asked me to wait but she never come out from the room. I wanted to shout for Cuiwen but her room door was closed, then I pulled out handphone and start dialling her number but to my surprise, the line has got cut off because I haven't pay the overdue bills. I was so worried about Granny and iKssy has started to make noise, so I went back up to my house and called Cuiwen. I told her what has happened and asked her to wake up and check on Granny, in the mean time open the gate for me.

I hurried down again with iKssy with me of course, and I went in and saw Granny lying on her bed sleeping, wearing her cardigan and covered in her blanket. Given the weather recently, it was quite a scary sight seeing her like that. I asked her whether is she ok, she replied me by mumbling something which I don't quite understand. She sounds weak and I guess her fever has made her delirious.

At around evening, I have to go back home to feed and bathe iKssy, then Daddy came home. He brought iKssy down and I forgot to tell him that Granny wasn't feeling well. But luckily, Uncle Small brought him downstairs for a walk, and I went to bathe.

Then, Daddy called and say he is bringing Granny to the clinic. I thought there's nobody to help me look after iKssy so I went down and nobody's home, went over to Uncle Small's and nobody answered when I pressed the door bell. I hurried back home and called Daddy and he said they were at Dawson Clinic, just as I reached the first floor, I saw Uncle Small carrying iKssy and Daddy and Cuiwen wheeling Granny, I was rather surprised to see Granny in wheelchair. I reckon that she is really weak.

The doctor said she has got lung infection and have to be admitted to the hospital immediately. Together with a high fever that hits 39 degree clesius, which explains why she couldn't even bring herself up to open the gate for me, she couldn't even open her eyes.

Aunty Small came back and brought Granny to the hospital with Daddy and Sissy. I couldn't follow them because I need to look after iKssy and Aunty Mama is still not back from Malaysia yet.

I felt sad seeing Granny like that, felt bad because there's nothing I can do to help her. When I saw Daddy carried her into the car, for a moment I really feels like crying because I feel so heartache, but I couldn't help but laugh at her comment, I know I shouldn't but I can't help it, sorry. Cuiwen laughed too. Granny said Daddy was hurting her everywhere; her whole body hurts because Daddy didn't carry her properly and I can tell that he is using all his strength but age is catching up with him already so he is having a little difficulty but he is trying his best, though.

I went home soon after. I couldn't even bring myself to even imagine the worst, I am afraid, yes I am; Very afraid. The thought is it make me paralysed with fear. She is my beloved Granny and she doted on me alot since I was young, I love her very much.

Aunty said Granny was still ok in the morning before she left for work. Then she fell ill out of sudden, left us wondering why. She was still feeling rather cheerful yesterday and even chatted with us. Just like what Auny Mama said, she is like a time bomb. As stubborn as a mule, she will not tell us that she is not feeling well even though we asked unless she is very ill and could tell just by looking at her face. She will not tell the doctor how is she not feeling well. Told her not to strain herself and rest more, she refused and still insisted on preparing lunch and dinner; she is forever worrying about us going hungry. Told her upteem times that all of us has grown up and even if we are hungry, we can settle ourselves. But she just couldn't stop worrying. See her love for us? What a wonderful Granny.

Oh please, please, please get well soon, Ah Ma. I love you!

Dear God,

Please bless my Granny with good health and longevity. Nothing must happen to her. I pray that she will have a speedy recovery.

Thank you.


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