went to north point today for ikssy's swimming competition, he did not lose, just disqualified only. LOL.

aunty called and woke us up at 11am, ikssy just went to sleep not too long ago. so, i woke sissy up and get ikssy's stuffs ready. tried to change him while he was still asleep but as gently as i am, he was still awaken by me. he woke up and kept smiling at me, aww~~

got everything ready and we left for north point. thanks uncle and aunty small for fetching us there, rachel came along too.

when we are there, there's quite alot of people crowding outside. and ikssy smiled at the baby girl, and in return the baby girl poked his face. lol. i thought he was still ok though i knew he had not enough sleep. little did i know, when we were inside, ikssy had started to make noise, minutes before the competition starts. oh, did i mention when we were inside the centre i felt like we were the animals in the zoo in a large glass enclosure. ok, then ikssy started crying already when the competition start, he was crying throughout the competition. then other babies started crying too.

i have to carried ikssy out halfway because the aunty told me to as not to let him got frightened, yes, he was the first one to be carried out. so i guess he was disqualified. poor ikssy, he was sobbing so hard, my heart broke into many pieces seeing him like that. a very good reason why he behaved cranky today, NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. yup, the aunty said so too because she was from the harbourfront branch where we brought ikssy for his lessons. of course she recognised us, she said usually he swam well during lessons but today he was tired, that's why.

but it's ok, it was just for fun. i just hope ikssy did not get frightened. i purposely dressed him up looking like a boy yet there are still people thought he is a girl. haha.

went to kiddy palace, sissy and aunty small bought a food processor and a winnie the pooh romper with hood for ikssy respectively. went to have our lunch at yoshinoya, ikssy fell asleep for a little while. then we head home. this poor little guy was so tired today. *heartache*

aunty mama look after ikssy today and sissy and i went home. sissy went out while i took a nap, i was basically knocked out almost immediately. slept till 8plus at night. am too tired. went down to ntuc with *him to buy ikssy's milk powder and saw my precious downstair with anuty mama, daddy and noah. i ran up to them and carried ikssy. i miss him so much. he was so well-loved by my family, the apple of everybody's eyes. everyone just dote on him lots.

i realised that i'm getting more and more attached to ikssy. love him more and more each day. o dear, how am i going to enrol him in childcare next year when i'm so attached to him? i can't bear to leave him with the unknown. but for the sake of his future and his social skills, but i have to even though i'm reluctant and wish i can look after him myself instead of going back to work.

his sobbing scene still etched very clearly in my mind. ='( results on next wednesday.






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